The assault continues

 August 22nd 2014

I have not missed the bitchy phone calls. I haven't bitten off my nails either. And the lawyer hasn't called. So far so good.

I did get a letter from Dr. Bunch, not that it will will do any good now. But I will keep it on file.

Bob posted on our business page. I got a screenshot of it and it's on file. Katherine also posted, it's on file. Orge replied to Bob with "grow the fuck up, ass hat." I privately thank him.

When I ride, I don't hear mother's voice warning me that "You might get killed!". Thank you, Jesus, for that miracle!

August 24th 2014

Cam had his anniversary parking lot party yesterday. Guess who showed up? Bob. He didn't come inside, thank goodness. But it put me on edge. Should he show up, I've got a plan to turn the camera on movie mode and a place to set it, grab the phone and my clothes rack bar and meet him head-on if I have to. He needs to stay out of my business. Damn, I am really on edge now! And I can't do any sort of restraining order unless he confronts me. Well, if he does, I'm fighting.

August 25th 2014

I've been enjoying not having to listen to mother’s constant bitching. I've gone a full week without biting off my nails. It will take another week before the left fingers will look decent. I chewed them off fairly short.

August 27th 2014

Bob is at it again. He put a comment on Lisa's review of CIC. She told him off. She took a photo of it and I was able to save it. I started looking for a lawyer to write a cease-and-desist letter, which is making him look stupid because now I've got to pay a lawyer instead of paying her.

If he steps foot in my shop when I'm there alone, I have a plan: set up the camera to record, call nine-one-one for police and grab my clothes rack bar.

Later:

Sent an email off to a lawyer Mary Sisson recommended. We shall see if he can do a cease-and-desist letter. Hopefully it won't cost too much.... Which makes them look even stupider because now I have to pay a lawyer money that I could be paying to her.

August 29th 2014

Got a letter from Sachman. Mother took me off as power of attorney. Yay.

She has chosen money over me. So be it. She no longer has me as a daughter.

August 31st 2014

Got an email back from the lawyer, $250 for a cease-and-desist letter. Sigh...

Tomorrow is two weeks since I severed ties with mother and the rest of them. And two weeks since I stopped biting. I do not miss the bitching.

September 2nd 2014

I didn't get the job. FUCK.

I got a call from Adult Protective Services. FUCK FUCK.

Maxine is now posting on CIC’s reviews. FUCK FUCK FUCK!

I have an appointment tomorrow with a lawyer to see about a cease-and-desist letter to them.

Sigh... At least yesterday was a good day.

Really sucks about the job. I could have worked for them. Sigh... Oh well.

The guy from Adult Protective Services said Mom claimed I said she couldn't contact me. Geez... I said she could email me. Snail mail would be okay too. I want everything in writing from her from now on. She has told too many lies.

 I bought another Mega Millions ticket. Dear God and Jesus, please let me win enough to pay mother off and secure my home. Please. I can't stand to be beaten down anymore!

On a happy note, my nails are growing in nicely, despite the financial worries.

I would so love to pay her off in full and tell her "You have chosen money over a daughter. I no longer consider you my mother. Goodbye!"

Please Jesus? Please? I would pay her, pay the house and help people with housing, food, bills... I would spread the wealth. Please?

10:51pm

No winning ticket. I just cannot catch a break.

I have an appointment with a lawyer tomorrow, though. Sigh... I just want to be done with the whole lot of them. Family is supposed to pick you up when you're down, not kick you, but that is all my relatives have ever done. Sad.

I should try to sleep. I've had a headache ever since I saw Maxine's comment, then the phone call from APS didn't help.